Is this strange/normal of me :(?

Ok, so here goes. I finally found my first love, he was a boy in my class. I couldnt stop thinking about him 24/7, but sadly, he seems to be in love with somebody else (who is planning to go out with another boy secretly behind his back after he moves). We recently went on a boat ride as a class field trip and they were holding hands and hugging the entire time and it crushed me . I really did feel pain. Anyways, tomorrow morning he is moving to texas. I live in seattle, so thats obviously really far away from where i live. i thought i would be very upset about it, but strangely, i cant wait until he's gone. Is this strange of me to feel this way :(?